Living lonely is exactly what i’ve been doing for the past couple of months now… How exactly, you may ask? Well, its not that I am living away from my parents or stuff. Just that, i haven’t exactly socialized a lot and hence have a very limited group of friends, with whom i am in touch. A handful of college pals and just two good-old friends. And it happens, sometimes for weeks on a stretch, that i have none of my pals to speak to.
For all those twitter buddies that i’ve made, well, i’m just unable to keep in touch… And I admit i am not a great communicator. Also i am a nervous wreck (although, only the first time i meet them). I sometimes do silly things that i later wish i could undo. And the reason for this, i guess, could be blamed on the environment i was bought up in. For those who don’t know, i did my primary and secondary schooling in Saudi Arabia. No co-ed. No social life. Its just you, and your parents. No after-school friend meet-ups. And all this is now showing its ill-effects…
The only thing thats kept me company through these past few months, is music. I think i’ll have to change, but till then, i’ve got music by my side…
PEACE!